tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57296790253358112602011-11-06T12:15:59.207-08:00bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.comBlogger921100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-51916508843009933212011-11-06T12:15:00.000-08:002011-11-06T12:15:59.234-08:00

...can't even imagine how I can start to write about this...my world is crumbling... and at the same time I know her world is crumbling even more.nothing to do.nowhere to go.no one to talk about.if I could.turn back time.erase some people.make some people communicate.if I could.but I can't.I can't even make them feel any better.I can't fix their lives.I can't do anything.but write.and cry.and

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-44443964546389475042011-05-29T13:26:00.000-07:002011-05-29T13:28:16.793-07:00

probably shouldn't write. so that's why it takes so long. keep thinking of you. again. and again. and again. and again. (right now my friend would kill me coz I still do) still can't understand. even now. when you are just some stranger (u choose to be) still can't comprehend. what happened. (now I lie) the differences between us make no difference. in love. in hate - they do. in

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-43662698229293250032011-02-25T12:58:00.000-08:002011-02-25T13:37:54.768-08:00

probably should have posted another photo. but than a certain someone would think I'm too obvious and attacking him AGAIN. (like I'm constantly making up plans how to ruin? his life) anyhow. got to this debate with my good friend today. how people don't understand (it's more don't want to) that women and man can be JUST friends. I fail to understand those who think that's impossible

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-57444926021509058822011-02-04T14:15:00.000-08:002011-02-04T14:15:27.781-08:00

pic so as for the last post of this seven day long challenge we have to write what we'll be writing in the future... now for someone who loves to live one day at the time and not make plans for the future this is gonna be hard. I can just point out in what direction I want to go. maybe. I think. guess this one is more for those who plan. I would definitely love it if more people would be

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-29321353565068951522011-02-03T12:37:00.000-08:002011-02-03T12:37:36.448-08:00

it would be about time to pay some tribute to one of my favorite authors, Mika - Miroslav Antić. yes, I know what you'll say. who the hell is that. specially those of you who don't understand Serbian language. but still I love his words. his poems. and it would be nice if you made some effort and discover some of his text in English - despite the fact that they'll never sound so perfectly as the

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intense day. crowded. full house you could say. got home few hours ago. gotta go to a farewell party coz our friend from Malaysia is going back home. came across my favorite singer Damir Urban singing an REM song everybody hurts accompanied by this really cool cello player Stjepan Hauser. both from Croatia. talented. I personally have been a fan of Urban for some time now. just recently heard

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-65438946530014607582011-02-01T10:23:00.000-08:002011-02-01T10:23:53.043-08:00

this is a photo from my friend's room... my artist buddy... amazing illustrator and painter I just love her work. this is a part of her room where we hang out from time to time and drink tea and discus ideas and life and people and our work...it's a perfect surrounding. like you're back in hippie days... great music playing. good tea. some cool incense sticks smell. calm area to sit down and

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day3…now...to write about the same topic as my FAV post... don't really think I can. things are kinda different now. I've changed. things have changed. at the moment I don't feel like I felt when I wrote that... but than again...the world hasn't changed... it's gone from bad to worse even. can't watch the news coz it makes me sad to see what kinda things are happening. and all that protesting in

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-79682804996478115842011-01-30T05:37:00.000-08:002011-01-30T05:39:53.877-08:00

pic now this one is hard. answer one question I think people visiting my blog may have. tried to think what I would like to know... but than that's not the same. so...I guess people would wonder who I am... but since I've already kinda answered that in my previous post...the second one that comes to my mind is this... the person I keep writing about is my EX. smart. funny. interesting. SEO

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-43451253576330142632011-01-29T06:16:00.000-08:002011-01-29T06:22:14.401-08:00

pic so here we go. doing a challenge Andrew started. first post.the one that that didn't came like the others, this one was made for a reason (now I demolish my past posts like they have no reason....but they do...but still...this one is different) I'll challenge myself to do this. to make my blog a (one week long) routine?! still I've been discovering lately that maybe I do need some routine in

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-66290104683379159592011-01-08T13:29:00.000-08:002011-01-08T13:29:59.285-08:00

Just found out about this blog awhile ago... already LOVE IT! :) Resolutions. Ideas. Plans. Thoughts. Dreams. Ambitions. Imagination. I always get so pissed on people who use their JOB as an excuse for LIFE. Just the other day, my dear friend... we were discussing a present for another friend of ours...and I said to her that she should think about what we should buy... and

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-68696572216815316042011-01-02T14:35:00.000-08:002011-01-02T14:35:54.253-08:00

some stranger(you'd say) keeps convincing me I am a better person and that I deserve more. and after you've been hearing that over and over again you can't help but start believing it's true. I love the message on this pic. break the impossible down into possibilities.I might just do that. it's about time I go back to being me. to follow me. to listen to me. I'll try not to

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-61103218966809182962010-12-26T10:12:00.000-08:002010-12-26T10:27:19.852-08:00

pic from here...the funniest -and most dear to me- were letters I got written on an envelope, discussing a frog woman with a friend I met more than 10 years ago in my hometown...just a random guy on a bike, who came from USA...it's interesting how you just 'pick' some people without thinking how that friendship might or might not work... you just feel that you can call that someone a friend......

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Kim Casali the author of these pic. simple.true.love.all jumbled up in this festival feeling.but still kinda split in two.on one side I'm an addict of decorating and making the house look great and I love to buy gifts for people, wrap them up specially for everyone...on the other side I can't help but think how this world keeps getting from bad to worse.how I am once again alone.single that

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-46241915294385883382010-11-01T07:59:00.000-07:002010-11-01T08:31:02.909-07:00

"we don't talk for days for months it often happens and I'm not surprised. He's like a painting by Kandinski, I'm like Picasso's Guernica. And yet.. what I like about him...his ''vision'' ..."thought of this great old Italian song...Neapolitan song actually...can't remember the title... so I went to my Inbox-trying to find it there... and all found were some emails I should have deleted... (still

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-10662795162321254312010-09-21T12:20:00.000-07:002010-09-21T12:28:46.663-07:00

she stops. to listen. to understand what he wants her to say. what he wants her to do. she stops. takes a breath. convince herself that she's strong. she doesn't need this. she doesn't have to listen to this. strong as she might be. reasons against her are too strong. reasons that break her are something she can't handle. despite the truth. despite her honesty. despite the endless love. words are

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-90739106387216163682010-08-31T06:25:00.000-07:002010-08-31T06:52:16.991-07:00

picwhen you come to my age (not so old, but even the fact that I can now actually say this line speaks for itself) finding a new love is bloody hard...not because there isn't any (if, for a moment, we disregard the fact that everyone my age is either married, married with children, in a relationship or gay) but for the simple reason: YOURSELFby now you already know what you can tolerate what you

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-52523311404173625002010-07-17T12:05:00.001-07:002010-07-17T12:39:05.233-07:00

(photo from this page)at this very moment I feel like a 4 year old... :) so this picture suits me... (a few? years older but similar dress...mine has stripes - like wrinkles LOL)anyhow... it's hot like hell... but feels great! I LOVE SUMMER NIGHTS... :) and hot air, and sound of a guitar playing... interesting friend (just added me on FB today...hope to become good friends) I got today -born on

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-3941866882872822242010-07-13T13:02:00.000-07:002010-07-13T13:18:04.241-07:00

photo by: UROŠit's approaching... the 13th festival Zmaj'ma mlade in my hometown... proud to say I was among the first enthusiasts trying to make this festival a reality...and again this year shocked (not shocked, but disgusted/ashamed/sad)that our local community doesn't allow the festival to be held in a town square... - you couldn't wish for a better place... perfect, empty, big... and in the

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-15778598901997173842010-06-14T09:54:00.000-07:002010-06-14T10:09:55.329-07:00

I must be stupid? or sth...but I don't seem to understand your behavior...is that the way to treat someone you used to know/love...perhaps I'm still too naive for this world... perhaps I still can't figure you out...or maybe I just don't get what's so hard in talking to me? aren't words sth you do best...aren't words sth we used to be good at...bizarre ...these things happening to me and you...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-66622391612512401782010-04-17T15:26:00.001-07:002010-04-17T15:38:35.425-07:00

picit all comes down to this... big fancy car, a husband/wife, children... is this all you would wanna chase in life... I'm not complaining... just making a point... does it really comes down to this... so you can be one complete person... unless you got all this there's sth wrong with you...seriously wrong...and it gets me thinking... how far away I am from all this... and what the hell is wrong

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-10000340264616358812010-03-29T12:52:00.000-07:002010-03-29T14:41:59.731-07:00

gotta start with that...haven't got a proper title, so I use the ''just write down whatever comes to mind first'' method... ;)lipa moja - my beautiful...very nice words... seems like man are full of them... words that is... bs would be as appropriate at times but let's stick with words for now...;)it's gonna be a long blog post... long in terms I gotta figure out how to write what I wanna say...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-70116990278918695722010-01-30T13:57:00.000-08:002010-01-30T14:02:37.223-08:00

this is all wrong... can't be right... the distances between us... this void... absence of you... not you... aaaaaaah... your touch... your voice...I know it'll all come out wrong... maybe even touch the wrong people... maybe even make you think it's all about you... but you'd be wrong... it takes ages to know me... it takes infinity to know me... I don't let you... won't let you.. can't even...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-44467649891042049912009-10-30T05:30:00.000-07:002009-10-30T05:37:18.874-07:00

it's easy...you stop talking to me and that's it...simple as that... I don't like, no wait, I absolutely do not appreciate people who are unable to communicate, who shut them selves up in their own private little world and don't love you enough to speak up... and for me that's as low as you can go... the ignorance, the silence... that's probably the worst thing you can do to me... and the reason

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-75544120463444057112009-10-20T14:06:00.000-07:002009-10-20T14:27:12.802-07:00

I am color... blind... in my dreams full of nothingness... what am I ...why am I... it's gotta be the 'weirdest' part of my life when I don't have a clue how or why or for what am I here for... it can't be you... you're not like this...this will pass...this is just a moment... this is just my life... the dream I have yet to be woken from... whatever... won't even make sense... won't even mean

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-89992522248390018092009-09-14T13:08:00.000-07:002009-09-14T13:19:49.759-07:00

photo bykeep hearing people talk about love...maybe it's that time of the year, everyone is getting ready for winter, all so into that cuddly mood... or sth... anyhow...let's say there's this guy... a friend... well considering the movie like scene how we met... hmm... there's gotta be sth about it.. not just this regular thing...you kinda run in to... no..this was special...had a thing... a

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-46160569078354511842009-06-16T07:34:00.000-07:002009-06-16T14:17:35.493-07:00

got my moments... of weakness I guess... when I don't feel at all like myself... all cheered up...happy...smiling... got my mind messed up lately... with all the things I want...all the things that are happening... all the stuff that are said to me... I know I'm not the only one... feeling this way... but still it feels like it... like I don't have anyone... none at all...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-58817958180132541852009-05-13T13:51:00.000-07:002009-05-13T14:03:50.882-07:00

got me thinking just today... how great it is to be a woman... to wear sexy clothes, to make guys crazy... LOL ;) can't help it...but it's just awesome to have that much "power" ...as well as it is a curse... coz just sometimes you might end up hurting someone you wouldn't wanna hurt... anyhow...got in bit of a dilemma this time... just when I think my traveling went well (well in terms of me

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-17081577130276081172009-02-27T09:03:00.000-08:002009-02-27T09:20:24.026-08:00

it's ridiculous how every single person you meet and talk to just keeps doing stuff and worries about their future... wtf!! ok, now there are two explanations: 1. it could be I'm just bitching because I haven't been abroad for over than 2 months now...or2. I'm getting fed up with people only concerned about their future and forgetting to live So let's say I'll go with the second one... are we

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-4497325805779309882009-01-31T13:10:00.000-08:002009-01-31T13:15:58.769-08:00

gotta wright some words... to make me feel better...or something...not that I'm not well ...just so... I don't like how world is run on two separate points of view... I don't like... no, forget that...I disapprove how things are looked at from male and from female point of view...wtf!!! and I'm disappointed at man...and their stupid excuses... and the way love is looked at... I hate the way

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-64137196382220601382009-01-03T06:16:00.000-08:002009-01-03T06:22:42.112-08:00

Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long runThere's still time to change the road you're on.And it makes me wonder.can't get this song out of my head... today we buried a dear friend... too young... but there's nothing we can do about it... what a way to end a year... I think this was the worst ''going into a new year'' for us... for my brother, my family, his family, friends...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-77372890803464141132008-11-08T13:32:00.000-08:002008-11-08T13:37:29.148-08:00

:) my medicine! yes, back home, spent an amazing 4 days in Bosnia, yes again Bosnia... I can't help it I love that country... love the way it can clear my mind, get me back in order, fill me up with energy... IT'S AMAZING...;)can't wait to go there again... had so much fun with my family and with my crazy friends... spent amazing days with my little nice... beautiful little girl! :) got her

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-91034412338687770922008-10-26T10:30:00.000-07:002008-10-26T10:39:22.379-07:00

picI had a bad dream last night... a really bad one, someone tried to hurt me... so real... anyhow I woke up and first thing I could think of is writing an sms to a 'friend' of mine... ex bf actually... can't get myself away from thinking about him... seems like every little thing that happens to me, every little thing I feel...every little thing that cheers me up or puts me down I wanna share

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-42603491296669159832008-10-21T11:41:00.000-07:002008-10-21T11:46:23.174-07:00

(picture)lately it seems like every single thing I do or say is not good enough... sick of them letting their problems on me... tired of home... can't wait to go to my little piece of heaven on this planet... just gotta live through another week or so... hope I last... I'll try to stay as quiet as I can... so it all passes me by...so I kinda vanish from their fears, problems, ... and the weather

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-24467937484522663282008-10-07T15:34:00.000-07:002008-10-07T15:41:22.534-07:00

(picture from this site)I'm gonna write this post for a friend of mine... I ended up laughing my ass off tonight just by reading what my friend and I were talking about... anyhow what I wanna say... yes, my dear friend WE ARE PERFECT, perfect individuals who have some kinda clue what we don't wanna do... ya, still figuring out what we would love to do...but I'm sure we're not that far away from

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-7413064454787560352008-09-07T13:00:00.000-07:002008-09-07T13:07:36.279-07:00

ya, it's been 3 weeks now...sth like that since I'm back home... got used to it all again...;) it's ok... I didn't have so much time to adjust this year, coz I started working right away... but I'll live..;)so how was it...amazing, beautiful, great, fun, no sleep, lots of Rakija and some great people, amazing animals... I just loved every second of it...;) ow, I always forget that... I was in

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-59950836960085364912008-07-24T01:52:00.000-07:002008-07-24T01:57:11.983-07:00

so... I got myself a new haircut.. ;) still getting used to it... so far it's straight hair...I wonder how it'll look like when it's all curly... hahaha...I gotta go to work a bit later, haven't packed anything yet... gonna do it later when I get home from work... it's a great sunny day... I got enough money to buy me a ticket for a bus to my destination...and some more, just in case...;) I can't

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-27382492991554997432008-07-16T13:47:00.000-07:002008-07-16T13:55:34.568-07:00

since I've written anything... but there's not much to write about... some things are still the same, same old stupidity of mine... same old 'thinking too much'... you can't be someone you're not even though some people would expect you to change overnight... I love late afternoons and riding a bike outside with my father... getting to know him better... getting to know what he used to do when he

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-6064278768508605492008-06-28T09:47:00.000-07:002008-06-28T10:04:06.024-07:00

summer and this great smell of it in the air it makes me wanna move to the sea... ;) if life would be so simple right... (I will pretend it isn't) anyhow hope tomorrow will be great weather so we can have a great day at the sea... I can't wait... sea and traveling makes me feel like a little child all over... so thrilled and excited of going somewhere -anywhere... ;) my mind is on vacation,

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-31300409700347826942008-06-24T02:41:00.000-07:002008-06-24T02:50:27.593-07:00

In accordance with the amendment of the Public Roads Act, approved by the National Assembly of the Republic of Slovenia end of April this year, use of vignettes is obligatory for all vehicles with the permissible maximum weight of 3,500 kg (the current first and second toll-rate category) on motorways and expressways in the Republic of Slovenia as of 1 July 2008. The toll-collection system with

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-48326362420015330722008-06-21T01:38:00.000-07:002008-06-21T01:53:30.845-07:00

this is what comes up when you got too much free time on work...;) my version of postcards... :) I like them, simple, black and white...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-77597015687591648502008-06-10T02:18:00.000-07:002008-06-10T02:24:55.998-07:00

JORDIN SPARKS - like a tattooNo matter what you say about love, I keep coming back for more, My head in the fire,Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about life, I learn every time I bleed. The truth is a stranger My soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free to, Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind.I

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-41255570557382132452008-06-08T10:22:00.000-07:002008-06-08T10:33:15.458-07:00

you could say I'm a bit on my dark side these days... my good friend is somewhere on the other side of the world, my other best friends moved to their boyfriends... and I'm kinda stuck where I am... and all I can think about is how I wish I was there on this road trip with this friend of mine, or how I wish I was out there somewhere with someone who would love me... but than again... it all comes

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-74347548497019670642008-06-03T08:54:00.000-07:002008-06-03T09:01:42.839-07:00

cinnamon, vanilla, two toasts and a sunny day... after a hard day at school ;) ;) ;)gotta admit it's hard to be a student! ;) I don't think I could've made it through the day without my tea...;) kidding! but still this picture tells it all ;)

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-84359487556491509402008-05-30T12:58:00.000-07:002008-05-30T13:28:18.330-07:00

I guess some people just need more time (ya, me being one of them) to realize some things...to understand some truths (or excuses)... and in all this time I've only been holding on to what we used to have... not wanting to move on...not wanting to face your truths... I saw this confusing movie.. I guess I realized I've been only wanting some truths of my own... you know how sometimes you fall in

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-32401422072218090492008-05-27T02:17:00.000-07:002008-05-27T02:21:28.619-07:00

I need to get a real -from 7am to 3pm- job, so I don't get any stupid ideas about going on some one day getaways on Tuesdays or other working day... ya, I need to grow up...or find myself some other fool like myself to spend a free weekday with...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-18577830948509526812008-05-22T11:00:00.000-07:002008-05-22T11:04:22.522-07:00

ya, that's me... haha ;) kinda... I gotta go to Ljubljana tomorrow...to see this professor about my diploma... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... would kinda fit the state of mind I'm in...;)

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-41241208966566185232008-05-14T04:48:00.000-07:002008-05-22T11:05:11.248-07:00

(Before)I hate that part of growing up that brings changes into your perfect little life... or at least a picture of that perfection... there was this very dear little garden I loved... and now days it looks like a demolition area... it's that kinda things that make me sad... that was my little getaway from all this gray civilization and now when I go there... all the plants, trees, flowers...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-51515074238946266282008-04-22T13:30:00.000-07:002008-06-04T09:28:37.144-07:00

I run across this very interesting article about SuperMemo, on lifehacker's blog. It's about a feature called super memo, that helps you 'not to forget'. It's proven to be very helpful in learning a language. So I started reading this wired article you can get here. I'm gonna put some interesting parts from this article, so you can have a brief view on what's it about...but I assure you it's

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-2602855319152789822008-04-13T12:14:00.000-07:002008-04-13T12:18:31.318-07:00

very interesting talk about our brain and what goes on in it... you should check it out!! you get a link for it here and it's been brought to my attention by Sasa

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-87997936561961974132008-04-09T11:53:00.000-07:002008-04-09T12:08:00.511-07:00

I must say even with some amount of doubt in my decision of going to another college, I have to admit that I meet so many great individuals there that make it all worth awhile... ;) and even stuff like programing, operation system do make sense in a way...but don't think I like everything...some things are still a big WTF to me... but I'm getting there...;) I like the way some of our 'professors'

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-2769679179682790132008-04-03T06:35:00.000-07:002008-04-03T06:40:55.105-07:00

click on the title or herethis is my way of looking at things...let's say I agree with it in most of the part...it's an interesting test about you...how you love... and how you feel about love... it does make sense...;)

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-58141379788772040382008-03-30T09:41:00.000-07:002008-03-30T10:12:01.775-07:00

pictureyou know how sometimes... well most of the times... everything bad happens at once... and I kinda figured out that Febrary is my worst month... seems like in the past few years every bad thing happening happened in February... and it's supposed to be a good month- my b-day and all...but I guess sometimes universe doesn't really give a shit what I think...anyhow I need to learn to listen to

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-51142592327006601262008-03-09T12:02:00.000-07:002008-03-09T12:08:01.134-07:00

I have first read this in Slovenian language...so I had to do some google search...;) to find this english version of it... I just love it.. and here it is for all of you... it's a text by an unknown author found in Old Saint Paul's Church in Baltimore in 1692.Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-79376110895358335012008-02-28T01:17:00.000-08:002008-02-29T09:56:21.786-08:00

ya, I guess I had to learn it the hard way... but it's true... there is no unconditional love... it doesn't exist between a man and a woman - in a relationship... none what so ever... (ok, only in some rare cases...)I am convinced now... there is love- the kind that gives you something... the kind you can be sure you can gain something from...and there is no unconditional love in long distance

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-87496414813848471902008-02-26T05:55:00.000-08:002008-02-26T06:03:44.464-08:00

My first and only so far... I started making it years ago...but never really got to finish it... so today I decided it was about time I finish it... and here it is...my first patchwork... I love it...it's far from perfect...but it's made out of pieces of my favorite clothes -back from when I was a little child...so that makes it even more special for me...anyhow... I LOVE IT.

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-9888807152250884652008-02-23T02:41:00.000-08:002008-02-23T02:50:51.401-08:00

I've heard this beautiful word on TV the other day... and it perfectly describes my feelings for the past (could even say) month....Saudade (singular) pronounced [sawˈdadɨ] in European Portuguese and [sawˈdadʒi] or [sawˈdadi] in Brazilian Portuguese) is a Galician and Portuguese word for a feeling of longing for something that one is fond of, who is gone, but might return in a distant future. It

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-62811632304295495082008-02-10T10:26:00.001-08:002008-02-10T10:31:43.973-08:00

I've made this one for a great friend of mine... for her b-day... it was my first ever mosaic... made with pieces of broken cups... but I love how it turned out... I just loved making it!!! :)anyhow...I've been away for awhile-not writing anything... kinda wrapped up in some strange emotions... I don't know where I stand... but things will work out fine... I hope... they have to...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-44279957340404570942008-01-25T15:06:00.000-08:002008-01-25T15:14:06.306-08:00

Today, well ok, tonight I'll post some photos of my home town Postojna, I can't help it... despite all that's wrong here I love this little town... I love this place I live in, I love the fact my parents choose this location for my arrival... ;) and I can't help not to enjoy this beautiful nature that's right under our nose... so here it is... my home town... I took these pictures of sunset today

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-77834986975152150852008-01-18T07:44:00.000-08:002008-01-18T07:59:58.037-08:00

I had in mind of posting the more known Meredith Brooks - Bitch... but I found this one... although I could go for some lines from Meredith's lyrics as well... like: ''I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried You must have been relieved to see the softer side I

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-28219682902157262072008-01-16T08:34:00.000-08:002008-01-16T08:49:03.762-08:00

I think all in all I lack a bit more knowledge about everything there is to know about computers and I'll be an official computer geek... I spend most of my day on the internet... it's crazy... learning about Joomla, getting myself books- tutorials on how to build a website... spending too much time on the computer...but I guess the weather is to blame... all this gray, dark, not defined weather

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-64015646103951540512008-01-02T04:27:00.000-08:002008-01-02T04:33:36.117-08:00

so here it is... new year... new choices... new hope... but it's all like it used to be... it's still up to us to make this year better than the last... I had a great time for this new year night... day...days... ;) here are some pic. from it all... I wasn't home but in this quiet little town called Lovran, near Opatija, Croatia... it's the simple things in life... that make it all worth awhile..

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-77808546940424777552007-12-20T05:01:00.000-08:002007-12-20T05:04:23.449-08:00

me - as ELFhahaha...I had to!!! so, friends, readers...HAVE A GREAT HOLLIDAY and lots of laughs...;)

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-30241599550422008542007-12-17T13:38:00.000-08:002007-12-17T13:48:41.103-08:00

I LOVE IT!! Snow... walking on the road... because no one is driving... or those who are, are very slow... so, here are photos of my crazy little cat Macha... I took her out today when it was snowing... she's amazing...that enthusiasm and look of greatness and admiration is just unbelievable... I was just talking about it to a great friend of mine the other day... were we also like this when we

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-85059822335323601782007-12-15T08:18:00.000-08:002007-12-15T08:36:01.765-08:00

yes here it is...some new stuff... I just made today... opinions, criticism welcome! :) apart from that I must say this college is getting ahead of me... everything is going so fast!!! (and confusing at times...but ok) and I'm hungry... waiting for food... :) and busting my head with these database stuff and mysql ... but I'm into this new year mood... although I kinda have a feeling I might run

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-6232465620662555152007-12-12T13:33:00.000-08:002007-12-12T13:40:43.202-08:00

you know how sometimes you get that feeling ... like every time you do something... it's always wrong... and you get that from the people you love... from the people who mean something - not something- everything! ...to you... I hate that feeling that I'm doing things wrong and everyone else is doing it right... I thought people who love you should stick with you... no matter what... do you

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-49452349571126114722007-12-10T13:07:00.000-08:002007-12-10T14:41:46.827-08:00

missing Split already, actually I miss the people there... I miss him... damn... I hate leaving... it would be great if you could go traveling without leaving someone behind... I hate that part of traveling... (ok I also hate the fact I gotta pack my stuff in this always too small backpack...- I'm a backpacker yes...but I always end up with too much stuff...)anyhow I'm back to this madhouse- you

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-62549174578072277802007-12-04T03:30:00.000-08:002007-12-04T03:44:08.570-08:00

I got myself all wrapped up in 'work' again...trying to write a paper about how to organize your work and time...;) anyhow... all the material I found on the net...amazing...now just gotta get myself to reading books about it all...to get a feel of some theoretical part... ;)but apart from that I'm enjoying my work free time... I'm in Split, Croatia at the moment having a great time... I can't

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-36424520307711840642007-11-26T11:07:00.000-08:002007-11-26T12:17:09.063-08:00

the child in me is gasping for air... ya, I still feel like a child (and I'm not gonna change that, why should I...I'm getting older every year-that's a fact, but still I don't need to be some cranky grown up forgetting how it's like to be a child).... still need my naive way of thinking...still need to play...still need to have fun, to explore things...to admire world for all the great things my

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-81185200062101961882007-11-20T14:26:00.000-08:002007-11-20T14:29:25.900-08:00

I will just point you out to this link... it's amazing... a husky and a wild polar bear playing... check it out here

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-82691003165493760132007-11-19T13:10:00.000-08:002007-11-19T13:33:29.049-08:00

tired ....big time... I got up today at 6.30am went to work, than got home around one, eat something, went to my other job at 2pm... got home around 8pm... so ya... a bit tired (I better not use some other words... tired seems polite enough..;)) but hey... blame on me... I chose this... maybe it's just a sleepy day... or the fact I didn't go to sleep till midnight or something... which leads me

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-32905397556687360892007-11-18T09:32:00.001-08:002007-11-18T09:36:47.285-08:00

This is how my little town looks like today... woooohooooo!!! I love it... ideal winter day...;) can't help it ... I LOVE IT!! :)Ow, and I wanted to get my cat to go out...- mission impossible..;) crazy little thing wont even think about it... so I brought her some snow inside...it was crazy... her first contact with snow...;)

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-16578793539507634272007-11-17T10:13:00.001-08:002007-11-17T13:29:07.286-08:00

so...I nearly deleted my blog today - don't ask how I managed to do that! I don't even know... I have to get it ... in some kinda black mood... :) this way it's just too cold-well ok, it's winter time...but still...maybe by the time spring comes I'll get it in some proper mood... ;) till than I'm not touching anything anymore...so I don't end up deleting it all...There's snow again today... I

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-83755794188507112452007-11-13T15:31:00.000-08:002007-11-14T12:02:40.259-08:00

Here you can check out some of my photos, from what I do to where I've been...I'm not so pleased with Flickr... because you can only have 3 sets in which you can include your photos... I guess there should be more- but as usual nothing is free...;) and... I'm missing a feature that would allow you to have a button on your blog or on your page that would point you to your profile on flickr... Do

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-16378446488355801272007-11-11T11:20:00.000-08:002007-11-11T12:38:22.141-08:00

I didn't even know about this 'till yesterday... I met with my friend James and his girlfriend (they've been traveling a bit for the past few days and they stopped in Ljubljana as well) they're Australians, but they live in London now for couple of years... and they told me about this- Remembrance day... they have it every year all Australians, a minute of silence on 11.11. at 11 o'clock, no

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-73359075040779376562007-11-09T12:20:00.002-08:002007-11-09T13:42:32.042-08:00

I think you should blame it on the book I'm reading at the time - ''whatever you think, think the opposite'' by Paul Arden ...it's given me more lets say courage to do this... ;) well ok not courage, but... who cares... I wanted to show you this... stuff I JUST LOVE TO DO... because I wanna get some more opinions on what people think of these little boxes of mine... anyhow...here I am...on

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-63187074128605009142007-11-08T12:45:00.000-08:002007-11-11T11:55:34.091-08:00

I must be insane... with all the work I have I still can't help but wonder about all the little unimportant (well I guess they must be in some way important to my mind...) things... I guess this is a side effect from being so fascinated about how my mind works, how my thoughts work, what does it all mean, why do some things come to my mind, how come I can make some things go the way I want them

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-16211935802172392412007-10-31T11:16:00.001-07:002007-11-07T02:55:21.745-08:00

Let's make one thing straight from the start, so there wont be any misunderstandings after. I have nothing against any kind of religion, nor am I in favor of one. So this is not meant to insult or offend anyone, these are nearly my thoughts going wild about this issue...This question's been bugging me for awhile now... well not just this one...but this one is the most interesting... so... what I

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-33136876914840479232007-10-29T01:02:00.000-07:002007-11-08T13:32:19.922-08:00

I have first learned about this ''students prayer'' from this book I've been reading - Spiritual Intelligence, The Ultimate Inteligence, by Danah Zohar and Ian Marshall, it was in one of the chapters...it says there that Umberto Maturana, the son of a biologist from Chile, became very unhappy in school because his teachers didn't help him learn anything new, they were only limited on learning

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-41954635870911350412007-10-28T14:27:00.001-07:002007-11-08T13:31:08.534-08:00

we talked about this in our class the other day...about the Dia de Los Muertos... anyhow this is an interesting link how they make sugar skulls for that day...

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-5788762705821385052007-10-25T11:53:00.000-07:002007-11-07T02:56:00.892-08:00

I will just point out some of them... there are so many...but as much time as I spend on computer I still don't have that much time to check it all out... so here are few of them...I like...and they also have some cool links to other blogs...worth seeing...;)if you're up for a nice, interesting, funny reading about relationships, love, those moments in life... I run across it by accident - this

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-10695809708217368192007-10-25T09:46:00.000-07:002007-10-25T09:50:06.755-07:00

I guess this blogger has a thing against me... I did that pingback/trackback ...well we all did it at the same time today at college... anyhow mine doesn't show...doesn't work... I must have done something with my settings or this blogger doesn't like me.... :(

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-42319932986508499052007-10-23T07:05:00.000-07:002007-11-07T03:02:57.692-08:00

I can't get U2 out of my mind today... so I'm back home... nothing to do (don't have to go to work today woooohoooo) and I'm here... stuck in a moment...with U2... and with a memory of that concert in Vienna, Austria... my friend, me and another 50000 people all there because of U2... it was one of the best concerts I've been to... great sound...great feeling... and what I loved most about it is

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-78353354225719499202007-10-20T06:39:00.001-07:002007-11-07T02:56:30.765-08:00

me and my ideas... and this came across my mind the other day... no special reason actually just an interesting theme to talk about...how objective am I to even write about it, since I am in one (long distance relationship)... never the less my objectivity is not in question here.. I'm gonna state my opinion...my thoughts, my doubts, my vision of it all...and I hope to gain some comments on the

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-41270111004154739692007-10-20T05:04:00.000-07:002007-11-07T02:57:02.841-08:00

:) ok I'm in love with this...me inside, warm house... and looking out of the window...and it's snowing outside...wiiiiiiii :) it's that dimmed white light...the track of sun...and snow...hehehe amazing...;) so ya...we have our first snow... well a few hours of it anyhow...:)

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-33243205303520429032007-10-19T00:52:00.000-07:002007-11-07T02:56:46.328-08:00

sucks... I got myself so booked I can't see a way out... just for an example... Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays I have college in the morning, I get back home which is about an hour away with a car... I drive there and back everyday... than I go to work- to my first job... where I work for 2 days a week...till 8pm...it's not so bad... and the rest of the days I have my other job-graphics which

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-3541127472709204142007-10-16T07:27:00.000-07:002007-10-18T12:52:30.013-07:00

Invictusby William Ernest HenleyOut of the night that covers me,Black as the Pit from pole to pole,I thank whatever gods may beFor my unconquerable soul.In the fell clutch of circumstanceI have not winced nor cried aloud.Under the bludgeonings of chanceMy head is bloody, but unbowed.Beyond this place of wrath and tearsLooms but the Horror of the shade,And yet the menace of the yearsFinds, and

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-83171178381032429562007-10-16T06:51:00.000-07:002007-10-18T12:51:30.743-07:00

I had some doubts about this blog I'm about to post, but hey...it's my blog. Anyhow not sure many of you heard about Tose Proeski, one of the best Macedonian vocalist ever. He was one year older than me, born on 25.1. 1981 in Prilep... was- because he died in a car accident this morning on his way to Zagreb and he wasn't even driving. Events like this just keep reminding us how lots of times

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-39738897729157875492007-10-15T05:54:00.000-07:002007-11-08T13:33:39.269-08:00

I don't remember exact date...but I think it was in 1997...I'm not sure... it started with my work at this local students club and the fact we had to spend lots of time in our club spaces waiting for some new students to show up...we just started organizing the first ever festival in Postojna...and in between I got hooked on IRC, couldn't get me out of there... I could spend hours talking to

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-86542103173875227002007-10-13T04:56:00.001-07:002007-11-07T03:03:22.067-08:00

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-37092989979522811382007-10-12T13:28:00.001-07:002007-11-07T03:03:37.363-08:00

I just love this video...it always reminds me of a great friend of mine! ;)

bilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02166263798010813161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5729679025335811260.post-66045361944106958512007-10-11T00:48:00.001-07:002007-10-18T12:52:15.368-07:00

My name is Biljana, I come from Postojna. Most of my friends call me Bili. They say it's because of Billie the kid. ;) I love my life, because of the people that surround me. I'm a very positive person, I believe all things in life will eventually happen as we want them to happen, we just gotta wish for it hard enough. There's this saying I just love: '' Be the change you want to see in the world

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