future????

it's ridiculous how every single person you meet and talk to just keeps doing stuff and worries about their future... wtf!! ok, now there are two explanations:
1. it could be I'm just bitching because I haven't been abroad for over than 2 months now...or
2. I'm getting fed up with people only concerned about their future and forgetting to live

So let's say I'll go with the second one... are we such a stupid little creatures or is it really that only thing that matters the most is your future?! I hate that kinda running towards something that just might not even exist... and in the mean while we keep forgetting the one thing we're here for... TO LIVE OUR LIVES NOW... but who cares about now, when all that we worry is what kinda pension will we have, where will we live, what kinda car will we drive, what will our children do...
it seems absurd to worry about all that and neglect your friends, forget about your free time (what free time, right?!) ...

what is this world coming to?
btw.. if you haven't already... you absolutely MUST see a movie called
Mating habits of the earthbound human

wicker park

I guess some people just need more time (ya, me being one of them) to realize some things...to understand some truths (or excuses)... and in all this time I've only been holding on to what we used to have... not wanting to move on...not wanting to face your truths... I saw this confusing movie.. I guess I realized I've been only wanting some truths of my own... you know how sometimes you fall in love with the near idea of love... not even considering the downsides of it all...the hell with the downsides... I don't believe in downsides of love...there are no...but that's another topic... anyhow...I'll stop writing right now, 'cause this will all sound even more confusing as it already is...
(I just opened winamp to listen to some music and the first song playing was this one- ''you don't know what it's like you don't know what it's like to love somebody... if I aint got you..'' To Love Somebody...and than there are no coincidence in life... the hell with it..)

anyhow this below is a song from this movie... Wicker Park and Coldplay- the scientist

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing tails
Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start