unconditional love

ya, I guess I had to learn it the hard way... but it's true... there is no unconditional love... it doesn't exist between a man and a woman - in a relationship... none what so ever... (ok, only in some rare cases...)
I am convinced now... there is love- the kind that gives you something... the kind you can be sure you can gain something from...
and there is no unconditional love in long distance relationships... well, in my case at least... actually no... I believe there is... but no one else does so it's kinda pointless to think that can work...if only one side is ready to do all that it takes...
anyhow... I'm posting a picture of my Bobi- little cactus... in some weird way it's growing... 2...
and yes, I realize this has no sense... just some words put out here... but so does nothing else right now....

patchwork

My first and only so far... I started making it years ago...but never really got to finish it... so today I decided it was about time I finish it... and here it is...my first patchwork... I love it...it's far from perfect...but it's made out of pieces of my favorite clothes -back from when I was a little child...so that makes it even more special for me...anyhow... I LOVE IT.

Saudade

I've heard this beautiful word on TV the other day... and it perfectly describes my feelings for the past (could even say) month....
Saudade (singular) pronounced [sawˈdadɨ] in European Portuguese and [sawˈdadʒi] or [sawˈdadi] in Brazilian Portuguese) is a Galician and Portuguese word for a feeling of longing for something that one is fond of, who is gone, but might return in a distant future. It often carries a fatalist tone and a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might really never return.

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mosaic

I've made this one for a great friend of mine... for her b-day... it was my first ever mosaic... made with pieces of broken cups... but I love how it turned out... I just loved making it!!! :)
anyhow...I've been away for awhile-not writing anything... kinda wrapped up in some strange emotions... I don't know where I stand... but things will work out fine... I hope... they have to...