autumn...

...smell of snow in the air.cinnamon.ginger.cookies.hot cacao. all points out that winter is coming... not ready for snow by far.. it surprised me.pushed me way ahead to times I'm not ready for. yet. ...in that kinda mood... ..been thinking too much again.about my life.about some people.and how perfect stranger can be nicer than someone you once shared your bed.learning about people every single day.am I? I try to. but I think I'm failing... getting trapped in their reasons.their excuses.their ways. ...sunny day.and my mind is away again.lost in some plans for traveling.lost in the waves of my mind.my soul.

summer ending

this saturday I'm off for some positive energy with couple of my friends - artists... :) we're putting our art on display for the second time on a flea market in Piran, Slovenia - at one of the most beautiful little town squares in Slovenia. if you're near by drop in, we'll be happy to see you. I'm on the new beginnings...wanna start all over. but that's for the next post... getting my room redone... ;) hugs!

dreams...

...find myself trapped in ...dreams... and imagination...it's funny how vivid your imagination can be sometimes...in your dreams. and you wake up feeling every little thing about that dream.

I've been drawing lately. getting things ready form my exhibition in April. can't wait. hope I get everything done by than. the title of it is ''everything I wanna say to you...'' and it's about little posctards bw drawn in detail...about my dreams words feelings love all wrapped up in lines, and dots.

I miss him. miss not talking to him every day. miss thinking what he's thinking. wondering what it is he's dreaming... dreams can be such a great thing.

have a great day! ;) DON'T EVER STOP DREAMING!

little things

...it's been awhile.and it takes awhile.to cope.to understand.to figure out.what it is I'm doing wrong.

little things.you do.the smile on your face.the look in your eyes.that big hug only you can give.

I stop and wonder.what was it.what makes you run away.what makes you build walls of silence. what makes you...ignore me. I start to write to speak my mind.tell you every single thing I feel. I dream. I wonder about. and than I change my mind. you're not there. my words are echos. vanishing in the air. I am nothing.I seas to be.

and I go through it all.step by step.wonder what I did wrong.wonder where my smile made you sad. wonder where my words made you crumble.

little things.I need from you. and yet you give me nothing.