love love love...?

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keep hearing people talk about love...maybe it's that time of the year, everyone is getting ready for winter, all so into that cuddly mood... or sth...
anyhow...let's say there's this guy... a friend... well considering the movie like scene how we met... hmm... there's gotta be sth about it.. not just this regular thing...you kinda run in to... no..this was special...had a thing... a moment... chemistry if you'd like... anyhow... he likes me... so he says... a lot even... and me... well...don't know.. don't have a clue what I want...
there are times when I would like him (someone actually) there next to me... there are times...lots of times when he can make me feel so much better with just a word or two... he's good with words... amazing... ow ya...did I mention younger? ...well ya... but in so many ways so much more mature than me...(well ok, I'm not some childish like spoiled brat...but still)
again I make no sense...and my girls... keep telling me to get him over here and start living with him... ow man...when did it all got so complicated and well... here we are again with life and the patterns it should run on...
do I fit in? can I handle this? do I wanna get into all this...running on track... maybe I like my sideways better...;)