26 december 2010

new beginings...


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...the funniest -and most dear to me- were letters I got written on an envelope, discussing a frog woman with a friend I met more than 10 years ago in my hometown...just a random guy on a bike, who came from USA...
it's interesting how you just 'pick' some people without thinking how that friendship might or might not work... you just feel that you can call that someone a friend...

...new beginnings. new start points. with someone who keeps saying he wants to be a friend but when it comes to that he knows not how to be one.
due to someone else due to his lack of... what?

I treasure your gifts but the most I treasure moments with you. words shared. looks shared. I treasure you my dear friend. you. your soul. your words or just silence between us...
the understandings and agreements and awkward moments and honesty...

IT'S YOUR FRIENDS WHO MAKE YOUR WORLD.
they sure make my world far better place to be living in... we keep forgetting our friends. making excuses we need... we keep thinking we got all the time in the world... but we don't. maybe I wont be around tomorrow. maybe this is the last thing you're gonna read from me...

so moments count. each and every one of them... they matter. treasure your friends, you don't know when they'll be gone for good.
<3

19 december 2010

when your differences make no difference


Kim Casali the author of these pic. simple.true.love.

all jumbled up in this festival feeling.but still kinda split in two.on one side I'm an addict of decorating and making the house look great and I love to buy gifts for people, wrap them up specially for everyone...
on the other side I can't help but think how this world keeps getting from bad to worse.how I am once again alone.single that is.

anyhow.enough of that.I am in love.despite the obstacles.and distances.and wrong words.and secret life.and broken harts.and messed up emotions.I LOVE YOU.
You make my soul smile.I love you coz your way of thinking makes me just wanna hold you. :)
I realized today.it makes no difference.there is one love only.true love.no need to fight.things happen the way you want them to.now I know what I want.I got my 2 years ahead plan.and it feels good.damn good.

truth.faith.low odds.impossible things.great distances.imagination.communication.love.my love.

maybe it's still the season and all making me emotional but who cares I love it.it makes me smile.it makes me happy.it makes me love you even more.as usual I know this will sound too messed up but I think it's pretty simple.no fake words.no fake smiles.no fake feelings.just simple fact.

the other day I heard it on the news, they asked bunch of kids what they want for New Year and this one cute little girl said: "I want a special bell that rings in the ear of everyone who believes in Santa"
sweet ha? ;) as children can be.as we all could be if we just remembered we were all kids and the most important things aren't money and good car and a house and all that material things...
I love my family.my friends.they are my world.and that's what matters.that's what keeps you alive.we are nothing but a little piece in this gigantic universe.but our love is what makes us great.