Postojna

Today, well ok, tonight I'll post some photos of my home town Postojna, I can't help it... despite all that's wrong here I love this little town... I love this place I live in, I love the fact my parents choose this location for my arrival... ;) and I can't help not to enjoy this beautiful nature that's right under our nose... so here it is... my home town... I took these pictures of sunset today...and other just the other day...on my walk ... I can't help it...if I take my camera with me it seems to last for hours before I get home... I guess my way of hiding, escaping, ... kinda even my freedom... anyhow... I have a lot on my mind... lots of thoughts... can't get used to seeing every single emotion in person's eyes...

I hate the world today...

I had in mind of posting the more known Meredith Brooks - Bitch... but I found this one... although I could go for some lines from Meredith's lyrics as well... like:

''I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried You must have been relieved to see the softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one

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So take me as I am This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I'm going to extremes tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing

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Just when you think you've got me figured out the season's already changing I think it's cool you do what you do and don't try to save me ''


Starfield - hate the world today

As much as it thrills me I wanna get off this ride For gravity holds me Yet grace calls me to Your side As much as I trust You Though I know that hope will come with time Injustice prevails And truth lags behind

Looking for beauty Searching for sense in all the pain A note of redemption A break in the clouds to stop the rain Can You hear me calling? Have You been listening to my cry? Cause I can't carry on If I don't find out why

I hate the world today But I love this life you have given
I hate the world today But I love you and I need you here

Though stuck in this moment Everything good still comes from you As much as I don't know
I'm trusting that you will carry me through Though thousands are falling Though comfort and peace are beyond reach I'll offer my heart I'll try to believe

It's pulling me to pieces In a fight for my soul These two worlds are waging war The falling of humanity And the truth that although I can't see with my eyes I'm still trying to believe


ow ya...the reason: it doesn't really matter... WORLD...this world... or better some people on this world and this whole package of moral, truth, lies, materialism... as usual... silly I know... but I can't help it...I must have been made for some different world... because some things you might consider meaningless I found so important... and some simple things tend to hurt me so much...

:)

I think all in all I lack a bit more knowledge about everything there is to know about computers and I'll be an official computer geek... I spend most of my day on the internet... it's crazy... learning about Joomla, getting myself books- tutorials on how to build a website... spending too much time on the computer...but I guess the weather is to blame... all this gray, dark, not defined weather makes me stay home, in a warm house and spend (lose) time on my computer... BUT... ;) I'll be smarter than I am... it's pretty amazing hanging around people who know a lot about this... so much to learn!! and yes I have an idea to make myself a homepage, my very own... :) well that's about it... I miss sun, I miss snow...anything that would bring some color into this gray scale ...

2008

so here it is... new year... new choices... new hope... but it's all like it used to be... it's still up to us to make this year better than the last... I had a great time for this new year night... day...days... ;) here are some pic. from it all... I wasn't home but in this quiet little town called Lovran, near Opatija, Croatia... it's the simple things in life... that make it all worth awhile...;) so enjoy and make this new year the best for yourselves...;) I'll sure do my best...