man...women...

got me thinking just today... how great it is to be a woman... to wear sexy clothes, to make guys crazy... LOL ;) can't help it...but it's just awesome to have that much "power" ...as well as it is a curse... coz just sometimes you might end up hurting someone you wouldn't wanna hurt...

anyhow...got in bit of a dilemma this time... just when I think my traveling went well (well in terms of me being a good girl, not doing my regular 'go with the flow' stupid things) I end up - well ok, maybe not that much 'I' but let say universe has a funny way at making my life interesting...
anyhow... the last day... actually last few hours on my way back from my 10 days of rest and joy... I ended up in this...
lets say a triangle... ;)

kinda got 'involved' with this one guy... my cousin's ex... ya... I know...but before I'm put on the guillotine ... nothing happened... just spend a lot of time talking with him...live, over the phone... live again...over the phone again.... anyhow...
turns out this guy likes me...(what's not to like lol) and I wonder what to do...if anything at all...

besides we're so different...and so alike at some stuff...it's scary...and he fits into so many things I want from a guy...yet fails in so many others....

who would know if this is "love"... or maybe just some guy at the right time saying the right stuff... or maybe just a little spice from this grand universe to remind me things aren't always as (now I don't know) simple (or complicated) as I might think they are...

anyhow... funny universe