night in

I am color... blind... in my dreams full of nothingness... what am I ...why am I... it's gotta be the 'weirdest' part of my life when I don't have a clue how or why or for what am I here for... it can't be you... you're not like this...this will pass...this is just a moment... this is just my life... the dream I have yet to be woken from... whatever... won't even make sense... won't even mean anything to you... why would it... how can you know... I don't even know...
beginning to understand my friend... this part of the year makes me depressive... and I wondered why... when there are so many nice things... it makes sense now...for now... for this second of sanity...