riddle me this riddle me that... :)))

(photo from this page)

at this very moment I feel like a 4 year old... :) so this picture suits me... (a few? years older but similar dress...mine has stripes - like wrinkles LOL)
anyhow... it's hot like hell... but feels great! I LOVE SUMMER NIGHTS... :) and hot air, and sound of a guitar playing...
interesting friend (just added me on FB today...hope to become good friends) I got today -born on the same date as I am... :) ...interesting coz of the words he writes that make me feel great, that make me relive some moments, that inspires me...
in a funny mood...happy, cheerful... above the ground... :) floating on air of my imagination...

it's been a hard month... came to some conclusions, realized some truths?... and still not accepting some things... I believe I deserve the best and I think I know what is best... so it's just a matter of time this universe humors me :)
been feeling a void of some kind again... in my heart... in me... can't describe that feeling I never wanna feel... (but I know I will...sadly) it's scary, frightening, indescribable...
the most scary things in life and how a person from entirely different part of the world can understand and make u feel better (thank you Steffani) ;)

and I learn...things about me... my feelings...my actions... learn to control them... to describe them... to understand even?
sitting in my room...in the dark...just a light of the computer screen... thinking how cold shower would be of help... and wondering where are you... when you sleep I can't not think what you dream of...when you think I can't not think what you think of... ;)
communicating... again...and lacking the right words when I need them... you wouldn't give me a book if you didn't know about my mind... ;) I should avoid the sarcasm and metaphors... just plain truth would do... do what?

feel like spinning and dancing and singing... and dreaming and imagining and loving someone...

festival time

photo by: UROŠ












it's approaching... the 13th festival Zmaj'ma mlade in my hometown... proud to say I was among the first enthusiasts trying to make this festival a reality...
and again this year shocked (not shocked, but disgusted/ashamed/sad)that our local community doesn't allow the festival to be held in a town square... - you couldn't wish for a better place... perfect, empty, big... and in the center of the town... the kinda square that just asks for concerts and events for the masses...
but no...our locals decided the festival should be far away from the center, god forbid if some events should take place in the center... and this is supposed to be a tourist town... perfect destination for vacation, relaxation, full of events to offer for the tourists...
first they pay big amount of money to build a square that has a lot of space, that would be great for gatherings and events and then they don't allow the only real event, that still keeps this town in some cultural aspect, to be in that same center, but should instead be at the parking lot... ??? logic???!!
I wish for once they could see that people want action, people want this town to be alive, to be living...people want this town to be the tourist town everyone speaks about, not just a vain image of what it's supposed to be...
I appeal to you all to make some comments about this...to show people we want the festival to be returned to the center of the town, not be pushed away at the parking lot...
you can support the festival as well on facebook; Zmaj'ma mlade