little things

...it's been awhile.and it takes awhile.to cope.to understand.to figure out.what it is I'm doing wrong.

little things.you do.the smile on your face.the look in your eyes.that big hug only you can give.

I stop and wonder.what was it.what makes you run away.what makes you build walls of silence. what makes you...ignore me. I start to write to speak my mind.tell you every single thing I feel. I dream. I wonder about. and than I change my mind. you're not there. my words are echos. vanishing in the air. I am nothing.I seas to be.

and I go through it all.step by step.wonder what I did wrong.wonder where my smile made you sad. wonder where my words made you crumble.

little things.I need from you. and yet you give me nothing.