I think about you a lot....

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I had a bad dream last night... a really bad one, someone tried to hurt me... so real... anyhow I woke up and first thing I could think of is writing an sms to a 'friend' of mine... ex bf actually... can't get myself away from thinking about him... seems like every little thing that happens to me, every little thing I feel...every little thing that cheers me up or puts me down I wanna share with him...
and I don't... it's just another stupid thing we people do... no wonder humans are so complicated...we can't even figure out ourselves and we wanna explore the world... and learn about it... I suck at this... I liked myself before... the quiet little thing, saving every little thought to her self...and than someone comes into your life and you learn to share your feelings, emotions, thoughts...
so many empty letters...and I can't seem to write down the right words.