"lately I can't seem to colour what we've lost...."

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lately it seems like every single thing I do or say is not good enough... sick of them letting their problems on me... tired of home... can't wait to go to my little piece of heaven on this planet... just gotta live through another week or so...
hope I last... I'll try to stay as quiet as I can... so it all passes me by...so I kinda vanish from their fears, problems, ...
and the weather isn't helping either...